Confusion

Who am I? Who are you? What is our connection? Am I your friend or are we just partners or friends or just mere fuckers? Tell me something that i don’t know..hear me, see me, watch me, touch me, kiss me, clean me, cleanse me, hate me, hug me will you…can you hear me..can’t you see wats happening…Its going all wrong now…everything…every single thing…you know wat i prefer sex, chocolate, liquor and a whole bunch of losers who say they care and are there for you but they don’t..all they do is brag about the goodness of life and the beauty of it all…Is that wat u really need when ur in a shit hole?
I want to seeI want to feelI want to seekI want to hear the cries of silentI want to know wats in your mindI want to know wat ur thinking about meI want to know if you love meI want to know if u hate meI want you to touch meI want you to tear me apartI want you to have me wholeI want you kiss meI want you to sleep beside me and strangle meI want you say I’m crazyI want you to slap me in the faceI want you to feel the pain in my heartI want you to count my scarsI want to hear you speak to meI want you stop time and just spent the silent moment with meI want you to cry andI want to laugh I want to hug you as i strip before my death bedI want my body to give you the best comfort but not the service of lust,i want you admire me but i in return want to love you endlessly, I want I want I WANT..

Written: 16/09/2007