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The Lights and costumes
The Glamour and fame
The Character and theatre
The Director and managers
The Producers and audience

The passion is shown through the ability to withstand all rehearsals, schedules, pressure and expectations.
Its never about YOU but the play or drama mand and at times its also about ratings and MONEY.
The characters lead the stories, guiding through each detailed feelings, emotions and moments.
A sense of belonging is felt among one another.

The theatre is the home where it all begins.
The practise becomes more tough and frequent.
The sleepless nights start to haunt but a sense of comfort reliefs.
The words expressed were clear and true.It's being felt and respected.
The Space creates the ambience of the moment. The pauses in between allows the silence to speak.
The Script sets forth the journey of a beautiful story.
and so.....now I yearn for this journey to begin.....to once again light the fading passion....

aimless thoughts

Looked around the silent night.....
The mean of travelling back and forth..
The tiredness of the body and mind..
but the support of great friendhship..

The need of a wandering mind...
The complexity of the struggle between life and love...
a never ending battle...

The rays of the sun...
a sign of Hope that it will be alright...
It either will or its just preceived mental state so it seems alright...

Nothing much to rant about the self
As its just same old aimless soul where it just goes on and on.......

The heart has been stiched up to make it well,
but the scars will be there to remind..
the matter of reason it yearns....

same old same old.....
if only a stage can replace the world
where characters played have extreme roles
challenging every part of themselves both physically and mentally...

The need to drive the matter out through arts is the abstarct reason of the art itself...

and so the wander continues............

weird.....

Today seemed very awkward...
Just like a normal weekday finishing up assignments......and yet....its just so funny.. this feeling inside....
As if  am missing someone....
I kept asking myself who....but there's no image that comes to mind...

Maybe am feeling the pressure of close friends being in a relationship....
Its been a long time since I felt this way....and this time...there seems to be a certain weight...emptiness.....restlessness.....

Am coming to terms with it now....but I do know it will be a while till it goes....
Maybe it just all the pressure.....or maybe..........I don't know......
I let my mind roam free to find the reason to all this....till then.......