crossroads

Never would I have thought, the crossroads would come so quickly,

My heart is heavy but I continue to smile to enlighten many,

I wonder if you’ve noticed but again will you ever?

 

Like a clean slate, it is now filled with colours and pictures,

Between them lie the bold lines of limitations and yearnings,

As water smudges through them, it will soon bygones.


Am wishing for summer to come, as the breeze comes forth,

It’ll be time to just play in the rain and be like a child,

A time to fall in love and snuggle through the night,

Every moment would seem like the world go round.


Time has come to say goodbye,

As the random tears will come to dry,

Just like how we met the first time,

You’ll be there for my lullaby.

just to write...

It came upon me to just sit and write,

The ideas flowed but the imagination stalled.

Never will I know it it may happen or not,

but It seems impossible without your thoughts.

As every minute goes by, the yearning heart grows fonder,

The anticipation is high but the results zero.

Like the full Moon of morning that glows,
it was a sign of romance and warmth.

The silent heart has started to feel and cherish every details,
and yet courage is faraway to deal with situations.

The weary heart has started to console,
once again to tear and moan.

The strong self has gave way to weak feelings of attention and comfort,
only to show which Mask is on.

At times I wonder if the eyes of "YOU" could see these changes,

but again I wonder if you'll ever do.

It's the imagination of the "Chemistry" shared that will never be the same,

The awkward silence and broken sentences which never went far.

These weren't mere moments but clips of memories which went through a journey,

and now awaits if ever one day something might happen to change.

Till then,

It will be the same as it is now..

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The exhaustion has taken control,

the mind is unrest, the heart is confused.

The many choices and reasons to be contemplated,

and yet the yearnings have preceded all decisions.

The spoken words were just an eyewash,

reality show's the missing action.

Tired as it is from all this, Giving up seems impossible.

It's the struggle between being selfish and selfless. 

The tears have dried and aches have numbed,

The whines and moans just reflects the weakness within.

Fair or Unfair, that's how it is. It's never about others but YOU;

Never underestimate gullibility.

Love has its fair side,

Blessed family and friends but yet it seems incomplete.

All matters now are decisions and opportunities,

to come by and fly.

As much as I'm Excited, My heart is not willing to go,

As though somethings amiss.

Have wondered and reflected and yet I can't figure?

Time to go with reality now. Back to the shelves of duty and responsibility.