The loose mind

My wandering mind
The heart beats slower now
It seems that every breath is taking each day away
A sudden sense of loneliness creeps in
A vision of nightmare begins
The fear of cold and pain
The strength weakens but the will keeps fighting
The support is aplenty but the body is weak
The heart yearns but no one hears
The eyes wander but the vision is blur
A sense of confusion but full of assumption
As the day turns dark, the moonlight outshines the shadowy night
It seems ages now to sit and watch the bliss of life
You never know this yearning as it was never told
If i could only have a chance
I'll make full use to tell everything inside
but I know I'll crumble......
Knowing the fact that its just an illusion
Once again the silence of the night takes over
and the voice of day will shatter
Take no pity, for its for the best
As pain induced gives greater pleasure of mind.............